Really Scared.

2021.11.28 20:42 eatassdotcom Really Scared.

I lost my home the begining of this month after 6 months of being traumatized by an abusive roommate and landlord. I worked so hard to be happy there and flourish and it all eventually went down the drain. I lost my good roommate family, I lost my beautiful comfortable room I was so proud of, I lost my garden, I lost my self too. I've been depersonalizing for a month now and it's been really scary. I can't stand being alone because good people seem to be the only way I can take my self outside of my self to calm down and remeber reality. I'm out of work and finding it hard to imagine getting back into that environment trying to process so much pent up trauma. To top it I havent been able to take care of my fashion, my makeup, my skin, my food intake, and have been feeling really ugly and dysphoria has been rampaging lately. The past 2 years have really taken alot away from me and keep taking. I'm trying my best to work pn me still and do what I love and not lose my self like focusing on my art but I can't focus on anything. I just want to sleep all day. I havent been this bad in a while, I thought I did alot to get away from this bad place in my head. I could add so many awful details but really I just need some kind words right now from my fellow trans people. 😔 I'm terrified of everything lately and just feel stuck. I don't want to give up. But I don't know how much longer I can handle this pain after 12 years on and off of major depression it's been kicking my ass lately and I'm losing my self. Idk. I know I'm rambling now so yeah. Just feel like I'm letting the little girl in me down, that I'm not fighting hard enough for her. But I don't know how to keep fighting. 💔
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2021.11.28 20:42 letsplaysomegolf These guys are out here every week to paint over graffiti on this same building.

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2021.11.28 20:42 NarrowStatistician76 Weather boosted Reggie ice bringing 10

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2021.11.28 20:42 TacoSocks117 Dear little kid who shot my car door at Poso Creek,

Are you kidding me? You stared right at me after you shot the door. I was just chilling and watching the Warriors vs. Clippers game, and you plinked my door. Do you understand how expensive it is to repaint a car? Not cheap kid. I also watched you flag everyone in the briefing without a barrel sock on and without the safety on.
Cyma AK74, Desert Marpat, Matrix Legionnaire mask, in the briefing of the first game of domination.
You know who you are.
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2021.11.28 20:42 garciajt Breaking up with OTF…again

Not really sure why I’m sharing this aside from looking for support from others who may have similar feelings. I’ve been a diligent OTF member since July 2016 taking brief hiatuses due to injury, boredom and the pandemic. I rejoined in May 2020 (I live in FL) and am just not happy with the templates post-COVID closures. I’m highly competitive, which is why I LOVE OTF, but I can’t take another benchmark or chipper or 5x5 workout…the list goes on. I miss OTF of yesteryear where we’d get annoyed by trainers repeating the same exercise twice in a week (I’m talking about you half getup) and benchmarks were spread out to a degree where it didn’t mess with your mental health due to their frequency. I’m sad to go, but also can’t imagine staying with workouts remaining seemingly the same. Best of luck to the rest of you sweating under the orange lights. Chances are I’ll be back at some point!
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2021.11.28 20:42 Oddlyliving0 She left me for the guy she was cheating with

I th thought my ex was the one. We were together for 2 years. She had 2 girls that I couldn't have loved more if they were mine. We were doing great until her mother got mad at us and called CPS. Long story short the girl got took because of the lies her mother told them. After that happened I stepped up an was giving it 1,000% and she started cheating on me. She ended up leaving me for the guy she was cheating with. After that she turned completely evil towards me. Blamed me for everything. And starting sending me details about her sex life with the homewrecker. I'll never take her back, but damnit man I miss my family.
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2021.11.28 20:42 RatTeeth I would love for some future anthology episode(s) to actually flash forward and give us a peek of the Belcher's lives 10 or 20+ years from now.

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2021.11.28 20:42 Potpottron Black & White 2 was pretty good | Gaming Memory Lane

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2021.11.28 20:42 KidTakashi PLEASE EXPLAIN.

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2021.11.28 20:42 ej_potter Help with map generator/editor

Trying to make a world map and smaller-scale maps of the same world but am having no luck with any sort of software. Something similar to Azgaars Fantasy Map generator but it wasn’t allowing me enough control of the world after it had been generated. Any recommendations?
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2021.11.28 20:42 Sad-Degree Can someone make my face look like SpongeBobs in this pitcure

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2021.11.28 20:42 Potential_Bit1239 International Masters's student in USA, Data engineering Experience, looking for Data/BI Engineering Jobs.

Hello Fellow Redditors,
I'm an International Master's student in USA on a F1 student visa. I have a couple of years of experience working as Data engineer. Graduating in May 2022, I have been applying for (New grad and Experienced) Data Engineering and Software Engineering positions, but haven't received much call backs.
I'd greatly appreciate your feedback on my Resume
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2021.11.28 20:42 bullet150 Any Encom OS12/ SolarOs style themes for windows 11?

Hi all as the title says I'm trying to find if there are any tron style encom os or sun os themes for windows. I know it's based on SunOs or sun solaris os and is also seen in tron legacy as a modern version of Linux running Xorg. If anyone knows if any themse styled like this let me know. Thanks in advance
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2021.11.28 20:42 Ibehere1055 My tree is done!

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2021.11.28 20:42 x19jay92xx Getting better at fifa this year

Feel like I'm getting better at fifa this year, went 12-5 in wl (gave away the last 3 games) and I'm currently on a 5 game winning streak in the elite division on 1865 skill rating, last season I was around the 1700 mark and was winning and losing, I'm using a very attacking style of play, has the game had a soft patch through the week or am I just getting better at the game? Feel like If a few things went my way such as bounces ect. I could get rank 1 in champs, just going to keep pushing and hopefully achieve it 👍
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2021.11.28 20:42 TransportationMuch47 A mantis(?) I found on a porch in Tampa Fl

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2021.11.28 20:42 KyletheAngryAncap r/Clevercomebacks isn't clever enough to get posts without grabbing from their cohorts.

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2021.11.28 20:42 emilko309 by request, chairman Prescott suit

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2021.11.28 20:42 Sunnu22 Would anyone like to share scripting stories regarding a new sp that came true? Like you scripted your type of partner & they showed up in 3D?

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2021.11.28 20:42 melloyellow19 Miralax long term?

Does anyone take Miralax daily? My urologist recommended it because it seems my constipation is causing urinary issues as well🙄 I’m a little weary of taking it long term though. It seems like it might be helping however it gives me awful uncontrollable gas and my farts smell awful!🥴 Do the side effects eventually go away?
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2021.11.28 20:42 HopelessGameDev Ms. dog go squiiish

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2021.11.28 20:42 tdre666 Former Jazz/Lakers forward Karl Malone is legally changing his name to Karl Malone Age is just a Number, @TheAthletic @Stadium has learned. Malone will be his middle name, Age is just a Number will be his last name. He becomes a member of the LDS church on Sunday.

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2021.11.28 20:42 sickoflivingfukk What are our opinions on other sports

Is golf a sport? Is a hole 1 as impressive a feat as Gronk catching a touchdown or Jordan dunking? What about nasscar, can we really say Kyle Bush an athlete in the same vain as Terry?
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2021.11.28 20:42 threegoblins Rules are up!

Thanks everyone for your patience with me in getting the rules up. I am interested to see if the community would like to have weekly threads or discussions similar to the old sub (e.g. weekly whine). Our sub is still small so it’s not being overwhelmed with such posts yet but any ideas, input, etc are welcome.
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2021.11.28 20:42 Quartia Wallstreetbets is a real cigarette.

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